Second week of July [part II]

After first weekend in Tahoe celebrating the 4th of July, we had our first and final yard sale for two days over this passing weekend. The turnout was not too bad! We were able to get rid of much stuff and had a little flow of cash with us.

Meanwhile, we are really lucky to find this woman who is willing to move into our apt. so that we don't have to worry about the lease and the rent for the following two months, which also means WE have to move out of our house. soon.

Too soon to an extent that I was a bit panic for all these changes. Because with the issue of not being able to find my way to Wien hovering over my head, I don't know whether I'm ready for all these either.

Second week of July.

I need you to be okay with this, with this constant changing and seemingly aimless, unstable living situation. You need to pull yourself together! Whether for you or for Jennifer.
Don't make her worry again before she leaves!!

Keep your chin up; crying and being upsetting won't do you any good...

Action, action, action!!

Think about what to say about the coming up talk you are going to give next week, think about the classes that you're going to teach...think about how you can make things easier for yourself and others, think about what other things you can plan once you're home....

(This will be a real reunion after 5 years...well, for my parents, this gonna be the first time in 10 years!)

I need you to be okay with this....BE STRONG, firefly.