Lucia's note:
What was I saying to him last night?
I really can't recall that well anymore...so before it completely fades away from my short term temporary memory, I wanna make a note for myself.
Albeit another night for sleep deficit, i had such a good time and am feeling energized just by reconstructing it now.
I think I started by saying something like...."I have something I wanna say to you, I have the vocab in French, Spanish, Chinese, and Taiwanese, but none of them are foreign enough to (say to) you..."
You seemed persistent, wanted to dig out the answer from me.
Undecided, I continued....."I wish I know how to say it, even just in Arabic....."
(Why would "foreignness" become a problem? since when?? I was trying to figure that out with myself later when I thought of the way how I phrase it...)
Hesitated, not sure of the consequence of dropping the bomb when everything is still so new, still burgeoning at the same time, I let the silence set in to fill up the space.
For a while, breaking the space, u said, "I have the same feelings. I wish I know something that's foreign enough ...."
(your answer is incomplete, I might have to construct your answers again sometime from you....but I don't think I can figure out a way to ask you more implicitly..)
But I like ur reply the best. :) <3
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Later on......
After a while, I broke the silence..."I just remembered that I also know how to say that in Japanese and Korean...."
Being amused, or half believing, you encouraged me to try out my answers...
Thinking there might be a 50/50 chance for me that you still don't know my answer afterwards,
I swiftly thrown out my answers in Japanese and Korean and secretly hoped that you don't know either of them at all. Turning my back, leaning toward you, comfortably and securely enjoying staying in ur hug, sharing your warmth. I was glad that the darkness could cover my smiles which might appear to be foolish at then.
Gosh, I was superbly content.
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