好奇

Pandora's Box isn't all that fun, once you get to open that.

Curiosity didn't kill the cat in the end; it consumes your soul and whips your heart.

You looked for that, and this is all you got in the end.

 

However, seriously, who doesn't have a history?

But knowing that tonight really made me kinda "shocked" and realized several things why he doesn't want to do on Fb.

Why is he hiding it?

I don't think I really want to know, either.

Wouldn't that just make me sadder?

 

Plus, I think I have a little more confidence than that. And maybe I need have a bit more confident in him as well.

But Do I? Do I deserve that?

Can I possibly build up the impossible between him and I?

I know I can't do that all by myself for sure.

 

I guess I kinda forget how jealous people can be sometimes.

I forget how that tastes.

 

Can I build up my forever-ever with him? I kinda want to, but I am again so uncertain now.

Maybe again, he's not 'right' now.

I'm so tired of finding one, finding someone that might be the one and then instilling a lot of efforts and love to someone.

 

I need love too.